loss

I turned on some Jerry this afternoon for the first time in a bit of a while and as I found myself melding back into the vibe of the music, my heart felt a strong pang for DB. I miss him.

One of my sweetest ever memories was when he took me out of the office to the cop car and played me the song that became mine. Never before and never since have the spontaneous words of someone else made such a deep impact. I still have the tape, I still listen to it, I still cherish it.

So much confusion, so much wondering, so much unknown right now.

wind in the willows playin' tea for two