GAH!!!

Facing finals that don't seem inclined to write themselves... melting in stuffy summer heat... losing weight but not slim enough for a size lower...

Realized some of the big frustration is being beholden to the school schedule. I'm halfway through and feeling like it will never end - that progress is nonexistent in my world - that I'll always be in this beholden state. I say a lot of no these days and I dream of being able to be freeeeeee! At least I get a month off soon - can't wait to not feel guilty for spending a day doing nothing but reading and meandering. Only 35 of the 100 books thus far - not sure if I will make the resolution by year's end, but I'll keep a-trying til the end.

Going to skip the homework tonight... doubling up for tomorrow, I know. Comme ca.

shhhh listen