Depression bites

:(

But the good news is that I made it to half of liturgy today - definitely more than I wanted to do for sure. And I heard what I neeeeeeeded to hear: total depravity is a lie. Grateful for God's grace in my time of struggle, I allowed myself to leave.

I moved a flower box to my bedroom window and am loving it. Bluebells falling all over themselves and it just makes me smile. I slept this afternoon and woke with all three BCs on the bed with me. A joy.

I have jury duty tomorrow and Wednesday so I will likely be able to read most of my days away. A positive.

Sadness. Saw Grandma yesterday and her body and mind continue to deteriorate. My heart aches with love for her and a longing for her to not continue this suffering forever. As God wills.

Off to make bruschetta for a BBQ tomorrow night. The veg*n always brings such practical BBQ food. Stunningly beautiful basil, garlic, and tomatoes from the farmer's market today. Going to toast baguette slices as well. Wish I didn't have to slog to the courthouse so early.

Hoping for France/Germany in the World Cup final.